It Is About Me, My Life And My Next Life (My Dead)

Who am I ? Who am I really ? What am I ? What am I really ? This search will never ends until you let go "Your Mind". Your mind need a justification to exist. IT describe who you are. IT describe what you are and do all sort of things to make sure IT exist.

Your Mind learn from the past, it create FEAR of the future, it create illusion of the reality, it mumbles in your head, it control your views, it manage your eyes, ears and smells, it is all over you and IT want to become YOU.

This is a BATTLE inside and this battle will never ends until you DIE. This "MIND" works cleverly and joined with other "MIND's" and create what we called "MIND EFFECT" or "MIND SYNDROME". This "MIND's" rules the earth and the world.

All the above is my "MIND" perception and projection. Your "MIND" really can amazed you of what IT can do to you.

Do you ever asked ? why some car is right hand drive and some is left hand drive ? why there is 220v and 110v current voltage ? All this question is from your MIND and it can create million of question that will never ends.

Remember this ! There is a time that your MIND is at REST - during the sleep. That is the time that you hardly remember what you do and what people can do to you. During this time where are you? How come you have FAITH that you going to wake up tomorrow ? There is no guarantee.

I always asked myself, where to ? why I am such in hurry doing everything ? what I am missing in this life ? why I am worry about things that not happened yet ? why I have all this fears and worry ? Have I NOT TRUSTED GOD ?

Hey we cannot see GOD. GOD never help us when we have no MONEY. GOD never work 9 to 5 every day. GOD never have to send children to school. GOD never have to worry about paying bills.

See who is talking about GOD. That is my mind talking about GOD. My mind compares. My mind judge. My mind analyze. And the result my MIND make my BELIEF.

I need to come out and win this battle over my mind. It is already 40 years and I am still strangling with this battle. I am sorry God. Please forgive me. Please guide me and teach me. Please bless me. Thank you. I love you.

Zahiruddin

p/s: This is my mind speaking !

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Are You Your MIND or Are You Your BEING !

Who are YOU ? That is the first question coming out in my mind when I want to write this post. I am mostly my MIND. Why I say that ... SIMPLE

• I learned - I only know what I learned
• I choose - I only choose what I want
• I compare - I only compare what is past
• I create - I only create based on what I learned
• I depend - I only depend on what I know
• I make - I only make a routine for my own self image and protection
• I own - I only own what I create
• I afraid - I am afraid that I lost everything
• I claim - I claimed who am I based what I learned

Basically - YOUR MIND create and convince you of who you are. The MIND that want to be alive. The MIND that want to be appreciate. The MIND that want it shares in you. When the MIND did not get what it want it create and project SUFFERING and try to implies that you are SUFFERING.

Wake UP ! Your MIND only know what is past and claimed only only things that had already happened. Your MIND do not know what is going to happen tomorrow. It only create and assume an image or picture what will going to happen and not sure of it. This where FEAR originate from - Your MIND. It create all the FEAR in you.Your MIND know exactly who you are because we made you think what you are NOW. Your MIND know what FEAR to create and so on.Unless you are CONSCIOUS of who you really are.

It is time to LET GO YOUR MIND. Use it when you need it only. Do NOT be a SLAVE to your MIND. Treat it like your hand and your feet. You use it when when you want to use it. Don't let your mind dictate WHO YOU ARE.

So then "Who Are You ?" - You are "YOU" when your are NOT YOUR MIND. How do you know that you are NOT YOUR MIND ? You know that WHEN ...

• you are not comparing
• you are not competing
• you are not judging
• you are enjoying the moment
• you are not dwelling on the past
• you are not fear the future
• you are always present
• you are not labeling - good or bad
• you JUST BEING YOU

BEING is the ORIGINAL state of YOU. You are JOY. You are WEALTH. You are HEALTHY. You are HAPPY. You are ALIVE. You are YOU. You are LIFE itself.

Knowing that - Get Back To Your Own SELF. Put your MIND aside. Tame your MIND. Tell your MIND. You are IN CHARGE. You OWE it to your SELF.

I am sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.

Zahiruddin

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